I used to always want to be a daddy's girl but I grew up with a single mother so I always had a subtle yearning to experience the father daughter stuff.
You know the stuff the awkward boyfriend interrogations...The first time he realizes you're a woman and men want to have sex with you (GASP). The one to buy you something just because you're his little princess. I mean yeah sure it may be a teddy bear at 17 yrs old but....because he loves you. Oh wait....I had that. HI MOM!
Growing up I had a lot of male friends and I always wanted to do something to fit in with them. There was one friend I had/have named Brandon (God I hope he doesn't read SL blogs) I was so in love with..well as in love as you can be at 12 years old I just KNEW we would be married when I was older he used to be a huge fan of Pokemon so....you guessed it fashionistas I was ALSO a fan of Pokemon
Since he was 14 he didn't spend too much time with me but when he did he taught me all about the Pokemon cards and gave me my first Pikachu card...it was a plain old card but meant so much because it was from him...*sigh* I guess it would be cheesy to tell you all I still have it huh? lol
So in thinking of him I searched SL for some Pokemon themed areas and its not exactly Pokemon but they do have them there. Its a Nintendo game themed area called Pixel Hill....worth a browse if you're into Mario and the like!
Off to call him now and tell him about my sudden youthful reminiscing
Toodles, Love you
Lili
What I Have on
Skin: Modish - Not a Doll in Pale (Who's That Girl Hunt)
You know for some reason the idea of a Carnival date has always appealed to me. I mean don't get me wrong I've been on a few dates to the movies...to dinner...but those are places that require you yo be somewhat quiet and then at the end of the night when you DO talk it can be PRETTY awkward lol in my experience anyway
But at a carnival they encourage happiness and joy. A great place to both have fun playing some games and riding on rides with perfect chances to get some conversations going without the awkwardness. Not only that but you wouldn't be the only couple there sooo it puts less pressure because you don't feel as if your standing out jumping up and down screaming "WE'RE ON A DATE!"
And hey if the night goes great you can always do the infamous "kiss on the top of the ferris wheel" moment....YEAH RIGHT like you'd catch Miss Lili on one of those :p But you know what I mean right?
So Ladies and gents think about that on your next date planning and tell me how it goes
Love Always
Lili
What I am wearing
Skin: Shine - Lolita Skin in UltraPale Kawaii Fair
No there are no bananas in this post but I do love the color yellow! So Time for a bit of a funny story
When I was around 12 or so I would spend a lot of time at a friend of mine's house and she was Trinidadian so her mom would make all this awesome food I had never heard of on sundays one day while I was there I asked my friends mom if I could have a "banana" and she said "sure honey I had no idea there were any left" so I went and grabbed a banana....
It was terribly hard to open but I finally got it open by this time my eyes were widened and my lips were ready to taste the deliciousness so I wrapped my lips around it and took a bite and OH GOD IT WAS DISGUSTING! I spit it into a napkin and ran in a panic to my friends mom "There is something wrong with your bananas!...."
...And she slowly turned from her pot with said banana's and started laughing harder than I had ever seen before. Apparently....what I had eaten wasn't a banana it was a plantain for that night's dinner lol go figure right?
My look today is mostly just my anticipation of the Kawaii Fair Starting this weekend Weeeeeee! Save those lindens its gonna be fun!
Love Always
Lili
What I have on
Skin: Al Vulo - Miha in Cacoa
Eyes: Mayfly - Deep Forest
Lashes:Damned - My Perfect Lashes Eyeliner: Ni.Ji - Black Eyeliner A01
Hair: Exile - Take it Off in Frost
Face stickers: Pink Fuel - Heart Stickers in Yellow (Ganguro Skin)
Lipstick:Glamorize - Faded Love Lips in Bright Gold
Glasses: Shadz - B**ch Please
Sweater: Epic - Mesh Kawaii Your face Hoodie in Grunge White
Skirt: Nemesis - Lounge Skirt in Bamboo
Shoes: Dark Midday Designs - Kawaii Legwarmers in White/White
Today's post is a little bit of Miss Lili letting go of her sadness. I won't go into details but when I was younger I lost a very important person to me due to their depression and for a long time I blamed myself for not knowing they needed someone to talk to. Years later I finally read their journal and the blame I felt faded as I read how important I was to him and how happy being around made him feel. But I still wish there was more. The pictures taken today are my remembrance of him and the great beach parties we had *blows a kiss to the sky*
