♥ Back From The Fight ♥

Well well well....look who it is!

I know I've been gone for...a couple months now and it's time to be real with you all because it's something that's hard for me to talk about. I suffer from Clinical depression and social anxiety. I'm not saying this for sympathy either I'm saying this to pull you into my soul a little deeper. My blogging started out a place for me to come and paint myself as an over the top happy person, which I naturally am....however in mid May the depression got too much to take and getting out of bed and even using any mental energy to blog had me spent for days on end....so I decided to (without notice to not be talked out of it) take a break and I must admit my loves that I missed you....but it's something I really needed to do for myself. I've found a strength in myself that I haven't experienced in a long time.

Now that we have gotten all that out of the way....let's talk about this amazingly spoopy look that I am rocking today yes? Lots of goodies around the map as usual and I'm here to show them off so just keep on reading for more pics and informations!

Summer Day

Helloooooooo lovers and lovettes!

Hmm...to be honest I kind of like that intro. I keep it for nao *giggles* I've surprisingly been in a rather cheerful mood despite how hot it's been, and not just hot but the humidity has been 51 percent so all of my clothes have been clinging to me and the sweat was NONSTOP but as I said, despite it all I've actually been looking....forward? to the summer. Does this mean I'm growing up as a person? Am I evolving? Is this what getting old feels like? Just adapting to horrid sweat drenched situations? Either way my loved ones, I really enjoyed my little exploration in a cute little sim called Nowhere else and the outfit I wore in my exploration was too cute to pass up the chance to show you. Keep on reading for the details yes?

My life its a beauty

Hello Loves!

Today I needed something bright and happy to combat this sadness seeping into my soul so I went to a very bright and beautiful place on SL called The Mill and listened to tons of Kpop music that makes me smile one of those songs is Taeyeon's "I" that's always so uplifting to me. As someone who is always so hard on herself it's so easy for me to miss the most beautiful and simple things in my life. It's about time that I embrace them. To be quite honest my inspiration today was....happiness and the beauty of life. If you have to take a moment to close your eyes..are they closed? Close them take a couple of breaths and think about one thing that made you happy. If you can't think of anything, take another deep breath and do something that truly makes you happy. If that still doesn't work I HAS GOODIES so keep on reading to find out where to find some happiness in SL.

Kitty Milk & Cookies

Hey my love sauces!

So today is the day before I officially get old again. Yep it's that time again Birfday time for the lilz! Since I don't really want to be posting during celebrations especially since it's the weekend I figured I'd do a sexy....er? post than usual and stay in the solitude of my house to show it off. I swear when I dress up in SL I go from "I want EVERYONE to see this outfit" to "I want no one to see me in this" but it's always such pretty stuff so I just suck it up and show it off to my loves...cause you love me no matter what riiiiight? Right!

Today is a somewhat silent day with the details for the outfit but all the credits are at the bottom! Mwahs & See you guys Monday!

Dusty Cupcakes

Hey loves!

It's a...snowy monday but you know what that's okay. I love the snow and I appreciate it's role in my life *sips hot chocolate* I never noticed how much of a germaphobe I REALLY am until last year. Last year I spent HOURS on some cupcakes and I mean HOURS piping and decorating for Fourth Of July. After spending all that time I didn't eat them because I left them uncovered to run to the pantry and the..."amazing" people upstairs started jumping around and caused dust to sprinkle off the ceiling. Realistically it was nothing to even be noticed but in my head THERE WAS DUST EVERYWHERE AND I COULD NO LONGER EAT THE CUPCAKES OR I'D DIE. For days I just...looked at my hard work and settled on less dustier and less artistic alternatives.

Today my outfit is inspired by my love of this color *wiggles around in her dress* and my love of cupcake decorating! Like what you see? Keep on reading for more pictures and details!

Poodles & Penguins | Happy 2016

Hey my loves!

I haven't seen you all since last year *giggles* See what I did there? Anywho! Here we are in 2016 and it's time for another year of amazing SL creations and me stumbling through RL trying to figure it all out! I can't wait! By the way, what do you think of the new layout? Comment and tell me what you think!

Today is a quick-ish post about some things that aren't exactly new because of the holidays but still MUST be shown off! if you like what you see keep on reading for those credits! Mwahs & Happy shopping my loves!

Belated Christmas Wishes

Hey Loves & Happy Belated Holidays!

I'm sure you haven't gotten sick of your toys just yet so I can't be too late right? Today is short but sweet post showing you the holiday goodies that stuck around to wish in the new year with you as well. Keep on reading for credits! Mwahs & Happy Shopping!

Music On The Docks

Hey Loves!

The month of June is LITERALLY about to be over and I've been so busy this month I can't say I'm sad to see it go. Not saying the things I've done are unimportant of course but you know me. I like to dress up and think VERY LITTLE about ever growing up. With all this grownupness I needed a nice, cute, and playful look and I knew just want I wanted to wear to shake off the adulthood of June. One of my all time ways to relax is to listen to music so today I decided to do it at the docks :D I love all types of music so I can have what feels like ENDLESS playlists...if I wasn't too lazy to make playlists. To the outfit? Mkay keep reading for more infos!

Estella The Beautiful

Hey Loves!

Today I wanted a look a little more simplistic but fantasy themed because each piece I have on speaks for itself a million times over. I love to once in awhile step from my over accessorized and over the top looks (that I adore!) to do something simple and slightly more elegant. With this dress and with these shoes doing that was almost TOO easy. Want a little more information on what I have on? TOO BAD! Jk!!! Keep on reading for more info!

Lucky Waitress

Hey Lover Faces!

Do you ever have days when you just feel...lucky? I've been feeling that way lately. I guess my eyes are re-opening to how lucky I am to have the people in my life that I have. Not to mention how lucky I am to be exactly who I am. I recently took a trip to the casino with a couple friends and each time I played a machine I was winning which is....well...lucky :D ANYWHO on to the stuffs! I know it's WAY past St. Patrick's Day but I mean come on this party set HAD to be shown off and if you like shamrocks and use different signs well...now it's an all year round decoration right? :D I have TONS of goodies smushed into this post and they are all so cute and well made! Keep on reading for all the goodgoods!

Pampering Myself | Happy Valentine's Day

Hey My Loves!

Speaking of love *points to the calender* Amirite? I absolutely LOVE Valentine's Day! I love any excuse to wear red and pinks and hang hearts all over the place but what I really love about today is how concerned all my friends get about being single. "I don't have a man" "I don't have a woman" "I don't have a gender neutral robot" "I will be forever alone" but all I can think while they are talking is "...but you were single yesterday too?" Being single isn't a punishment or a curse...most of us have been single for most of our lives and yes it is nice to be with someone...but if you can't be with yourself and be happy why bring someone else into the mix? 

Single, married, or in a relationship I wish you ALL a Happy Valentine's Day full of love, and love can come from anyone it doesn't have to be romantic so if you feel like no one loves you...I do. So smile and keep on reading for all my heart filled credits <3. 

Piggies With Rainbows

Mwahs to your faces!

So not sure if you've noticed after THREE YEARS (I myself can't believe it's been that long I've been blogging either) but uh...I'm obsessed with rainbows and glitter and all that pretty stuff and when I see something covered in rainbow I squeal like a pig....then this blog post happened

The idea for this pic was that a pig was supposed to see me and squeal from happiness but alas...photoshop won again BUT I do love the pictures that I did capture as well as the outfit that inspired it so...LEGO! Keep on reading for some outfit details.

Good Girls ;)

Hey Loves!

Even a day without you guys feels like forever...it's a bit sad I'm this attached I know, but you complete me! I'm one of the lucky people stuck in Snowstorm Juno with 3 feet of snow blocking my door and cold air that wants to snuggle my bones. With the snuggling came loss of Internet and cable too! What.A.Deal!

This is a look I did a couple nights ago. A little different than my usual but I really enjoyed it so if you want to know where I got all the pieces keep on reading for credits okay?! More looks to come soon! Mwahs & Happy Shopping!

Squirrely Friend

Hey Loves!

I have nothing to say. I just want to be cute <3 

Head In The Clouds | Oneword-ness

Well look who managed to squeeze a post out!

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Jealousy is a helluva motivation even for computers I suppose right? Anywho something about the beginning of the year has me in a dreamer's state. I feel like most of my dreams are reachable and it's a good feeling I have to admit guys. I'm going to make my dreams I have for this year a reality! Keep on reading for some clothing infos!!!

Kawaii Swaggin With No Drama Llama

Fox Trot

HI HOW ARE YA!?!?!

  Today I wanted to try a different look I call "Chubby Mizu" and I loved it so much I made a look with this new addition to my avatars collection! 

I did a bit of wordplay for today's inspiration. A couple nights ago I heard someone say "Fox Trot" now I know I have my share of dumb moments all but this wasn't one of them I know darn well what fox trot is HOWEVER since I am who I am I clearly went to that part of my mind that thought it meant a beautiful run with your pet foxies then an OOTD was born :D I have on some shall I say...Kawaii? things today so keep on reading for credits and where you can run to get all the goodies!

Call It Magic

Hey Loves!

 Not only am I adoring this look but I'm also having fun with pictures! I wasn't able to take any pictures outside of my platform today without crashing but that's okay I did the best I could with what I had! Today I bring you a nice colorful look that honestly kept a smile on my face! I just had this strong urge to listen to Coldplay today and *extends her hand and lets glitter fill the air* I called it magic <3 Keep on reading for credits and whatnot :D

Unwatered Garden

Hey Loves!

I honestly don't have too much to say today because I'm covered in sweat and about to move around my room some more but this look I didn't want to keep waiting to share so TADA, here it is

Keep on reading for credits

Wouldn't It Be Nice?

Hey my loving readers!

It's Monday and the weather is getting....rather warm and I must admit...I'm not really liking it all that much. I mean sure the birds chirping and the flowers growing is truly amazing to see and experience but these darn sunrays and I have never been close friends. I take the time to get all pretty and put on my best clothes just to be sweaty and gross in 20 minutes? I'm a fashionista to the core so it will always and forever be worth those 20 minutes. 

My outfit today was inspired by funny enough an old song I find myself thinking or humming to myself lately. One of my favorite movies on the planet is 50 first dates and if anyone has watched it they will remember that even though Drew Barrymore couldn't quite remember her love, the days they met she was happy for a reason she didn't quite know and I thought it was one of the most beautiful  movies in the world. True happiness, true love, true romance all the things I want in my life in one beautiful movie.I adore the outfit I have on today and of COURSE I have to share it with all of you amazing people in my life so keeping on reading for more details okay?!?!?!